I do not know how long I can live like that, everything is crumbling before my eyes and I can not find a way output, even as things are getting worse and I am still helpless with zero prospects. I think I only go out of habit but certainly not because I think there is a future for me "normal."
I do not want to describe what is happening to me, I do not want to impress or punishment,, so just let the words go, even if the reader does not give a logical sense. There is logic there, but not write. When I fall
definitely understand, but frankly I'm afraid, afraid of the unknown of what we do and where I'll be.
is clearly not a sirocco is a testament to who wants to end it all, really I would not be able to. But there are many ways to dissolve even if you do not want this state and leads too many people to get where I am and I consider myself lucky because I have children and I think to who has them and has no chance of saving himself and them.
But now I'm scared for myself and what will happen. Great unknown !!!!!!
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